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ICU Visit

TL:DR I nearly died in the ICU last friday, and to be frank really should’ve with what I was dealing with.

but i’m making a great recovery! Gonna be like. On and off for quite a while tbh.I’m just copy/pasting what I sent in a group chat just now so if it’s weirdly formated thats why.

I need to put like, death/hospital/sickness tws galore here because I’m gonna go in depth in the situation but I hope there isn’t anymore i’m not thinking about rnLast friday my mom rushed me to the hospital and I was put into the ICU for about 5 days. I had/was in(?) Diabetic Ketoacidosis and the doctors said like. maybe 20 minutes/an hour later and I would’ve probably died. 

To be honest though I felt like I was already there. Apparently mom took a video because my dad and sister were asking about me and my sister just straight up said I looked like i was fighting for my life. (Haven’t watched it yet cuz I like. don’t wanna get caught on accident by my little sister who doesn’t know the severity of the situation) To try and summarize real quick, Diabetic Ketoacidosis happens because the body isn’t producing enough insulin.  Ketones build up in your body, which are basically build up/clumps of acid.  

Because of all the ketones building up so fast it like. changed my blood ph and. yeah. ended up with me in the hospital. The only way the body knows to get rid of it is through like. exhaling so I just. couldn’t breathe. I was breathing so rapidly. 

 I couldn’t keep track of the amount of times my nurses basically said “WOW U SHOULD BE DEAD” like, not literally, they weren’t literally saying that jkdsl;afjkdf, but saying stuff like “God gave you a second chance” and that I should just do whatever the hell i want to now and not wait. I don’t remember quite everything but i remember a lot, and i could just. never explain how it felt to be like. suffocating in my own body. My oxygen saturation was perfect and I had “no reason” to be breathing like that. IT felt like someone put a fucking boulder on my chestI was throwing up like every 10 minutes.

I couldn’t keep fluids down, i’m still struggling with appetite.I have so many bruises from IV’s /blood tests every day and a whole boatload of trauma to process as well as just being. so exahusted all the time bUT I FUCKING MADE IT. I LIVED BITCH. I"M DOING SO MUCH BETTER. just needing like. forever to recover.

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is this even funny i dont think its funny im not putting it in the tags

How has this comic made such a groundbreaking cultural impact without getting over 40k notes

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splatfest is like evil artfight

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The thing with amateur local theater is it is almost always bad BUT keeping it alive is the most important thing

The joys of artistic expression cannot be limited to talented people everybody needs it to survive

This is such a hilarious take we should give untalented people who make bad art money you know just because guys

Exactly. Glad you understand 💗

Posted 1 hour agoon 20 July @ 7:48am with 50,924 notes.

they should invent "being wrong" for women

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one thing about tumblr users isthat they love to disagree with posts. another thing is that they love to do is disagree with things that were not even in the post as if they were

this is just absolutely not true. people do not normally drink printer ink.

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happy pride specifically to everyone who went "yes i'm very interested in the queer community and trying to learn more and yes some things are very relatable BUT i'm totally not part of it myself" and then needed some time before going "oh"

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holy hell

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